another blessing from God,,,,,, January 16, 2009

awalnya hari ini aq awali dgn sedih, pesimis,, karna 2 hr lalu there’s sumthin’ wrong with me and him,,, aq tahu masing-masing merasa kehilangan sampai masing2 ngrasa sangat bersalah sampai -yg paling parah- masing2 mrasa tidak pantas untuk yg lain,,,, dari semua perkataanku yang marah lah, ofensif lah,,,, seburuk apapun aku ,, masih selalu ada ruang besar di sini untuknya,,, tak peduli juga dy suka marah, sensitif, mudah tersinggung, keras,,, sesakit apapun,, tak pernah terpikirkan untuk menggantinya dengan yg lain,,,, yahh,, hubungan kami sempat dalam krisis,,, bahkan nyaris berakhir,,, untungnya Dia lagi2 mau menolong kami,,, aq nguoomoonggg apapun yang aku rasakan,,, supaya dia g pergi,,, then he smiled,,, and we’re just in love again,,

what a wonderful day,, thanx love ^^

soMeDay,,, September 23, 2008

As days go by

and fade to night

i still question why u left

i wonder how

it didn’t work out

but now you’re gone

and memories all I have for now

but no it’s not over

we’ll get older we’ll get over

we’ll live to see the day that I hope for

come back to me

I still believe that

we’ll get it right again

we’ll come back to life again

we won’t say another goodbye again

you’ll live forever with me

someday, someday

we’ll be together

someday, someday

we’ll be together

I heard someday

might be today

mysteries of destinies they

are somehow

and are someway

for all we know

they come tomorrow

for today

my eyes are open

my arms are raised for your embrace

my hands are here to mend what is broken

to feel again to walk on the face

I believe there is more to life

oh I love you much more than life itself

I believe I can change your mind

revive what is dying inside

and someday, someday

we’ll be together

someday, someday

we’ll be together

someday, someday

we’ll be together

we’ll be together

we’ll be together

someday,,,,

pf. 14 april 2008

*it was my bestest day,,, u ak ak,,*